关于这本书的决定出来了,在这里和诸位分享一下。(之前今天发的给我屏了,说我违规,我申请解jin,被拒绝了,那我再发一次好了,用英语,抱歉,我也不想,但是被人屏了啊,)
Iknowpatienceisararevirtuetohaveinthesemoderndaysformostfolks,soIwillgetstraighttothepointthenIwillsharethejourneyIhadyesterday:
Thedecisionis,thisstorywillgoon,Iwillwriteeverydayandyouwillgettheupdateeverydayjustlikeithasbeeninthepast10months,withadailyminimumofabout3000words.
Asforthatendofthemonthbenefit/minimumsupportbonusorwhateveryoumaywanttocallit,theonethatyoumustwrite4000wordsperdayminimumtobeabletoqualify,myresponseis:
Fuckit.
Now,forthejourneyIhadyesterday.
Ihadtofightmyinnerdemonsonceagainandemergedvictorious,IhavetothankeveryonewhoshowedtheirsupportyesterdayandIwillnotforgetyournamesuntiltheendoftime.
ThisbookwasprettymuedafterIhadthattalkwithoneoftheeditors,hesentencedthisbooktothedeathrowbytellingmethesitewilllikelyneverpromoteditagainandthatIamnogoodatall.
Iwasfurious,butwasIfuriousjustbecausehepassedhisjudgementontome?
Theanswerisno,Iamnotthatna?ve.Iamfullyawarewhoisheandwhyhesaidwhathesaid.
Heisanemployeeofaprofit-centredbusinessorganization,andthenatureofhisroleisnodifferenttothosesupermarketemployeeswhomanagethefreshproduceisle.Bysayingthis,Imeanhehastoputthegoodlookingonesupontheshelffirst,howthisproducereallytaste,heain’tgoingtogiveadamn.
Andwhy?Becauseyoucan’thavearefundforwebnovelsjustlikeyoucan’thavearefundforfruitsandvegetables,youcan’tgetitbackafteryoutookabiteandhatedwhatyouate.
SohimsayingIamnogood,Iknowwhathemeans,hemeantIamnogoodasaprofitgenerating“vegetable(DrEvillittlepinkyposerighthere)”,butsayingthis,IamalsofullyawareIamnotperfect,coupleofreaderspointedoutspotsandgavesomeveryvaluableadvices,forthat,Iamgrateful.
IamnotgoingtodoubtmyselfjustbeeyoungfellasaidIamnogoodwherehissolepurposeistoselectgoodlooking“vegetable”tobeputontheshelf---plusyouaretalkingaboutasitewhereitsSci-FisectionisfilledwithMarvelDoujin,yeah,yougettheidea.
SowhydidIhaveanoutburst,simple,Iwanttomakealivingbyjustwritingstories,Iwantthiswritingthingafulltimegig,notjustsomehobby,becauseIloveit,Ifuckinglovedoingit,Icanwritewholedaylongandnotfeelingburntout---unlikemostwritersonthissitewhostartcryinglikeapussyafterwriting2000wordsbewritingstoryisatortureworsethenuniversityessay.
So,aneditordeclaresmyworknogoodmeansmydreamwillhavetobepostponedafewyears,again.
Andhowmany“fewyears”canyougetinyourlife?
SoIhadanoutburst.
ThatoutburstisalsoduetothefactIwanttogopro,andthatword“pro”isaheavyterm.
Whendoessomeoddjobbeeaprofession?Itbeesaprofessionwhenitbeesrecognizedbythesociety,itbeesaprofessionwhenitisimbued/infusedwiththestandardsthesocietythinkitshouldhave.
However,youlookatthewebnovelindustryinthelastfewyears,mostbeefurtherawayfrombeingaprofessional.
WearebeingsomethingworsethanthoseAfricanhyenas,feastonthedeadcarcassoffallgiants,nevercreatinganythingnewandinteresting.
Writersareedbygreed,writingisnolongeraprofessionthatrelyonyourknowledge,thewisdomyouaccumulatedthroughtheages,orlonghoursofstudy.
WritersarebeingpeoplenodifferentthantheworkerswhoworkonafreakingIphoneproductionline,mindlessdrones,nothingmore.
Wearenolongertouchthemindsandsoulsofourreaderswithourwords,wearesimplytryingtostiruptheirhormoneanddopamineforfucksake.
Imeannodisrespecttotheworkers,butIsimplethinkwritersshouldnotbeworkinglikethat.
Ourworkisbeoreandmorecheap,sometimescheaperthanthesugarinacupoffreakingmilkteaorthepleasureyougetfromafuckingjerkoff.
4000wordseverydaymyass。。。。。。。。。
Ifeltthephantomwhenyourdreamprofessionisshiftingawayfromtherightthings.
IwitnessedthebirthofChinesewebnovel,seenitsmostgloriousdaysandalsoseenitsdownfalltowardsnothingbutaprofitmachine.
ThesearemydemonsandIhadtofacethemagainyesterday,butthankstoyouguys,Iwasvictoriousonceagain.
SomemightstartcallingmehypocritealreadysinceIamprettymustwritingdoujinaswell.
That’strue,butthenagain,Iamusingthisoneasawarmupforthenextbook,somethingfullyoriginalwithafullyconstructedworld,awesomebackgroundandarichstory.
ButIamnotcuttingthisbookloose,everybookismyychildandnoparentintheirrightmindcouldeasilythrowawaytheirchild.
That’saboutitreally,theconflictbetweenmyidealsandtheuglyrealityhadbeentormentingme,givingmephantompain,thisisthefateofallartworkersinasense.
Iamlucky,Idon’thavetorelyonwritingforaliving,soIdon’thavetobowdowntothegreedybastardswhothinktheyrunthefuckinguniverse.
So,amidfingertothoseassholesandadeepbowdowntoyou---myreaders.
Staywithme,Iwillgetthere,Iwillshowyouabeautifulword,anexcitingstorythebestIcan.
Iwillseeyoutomorrow
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